When in holy ecstasy the Psalmist sings: "I love the Lord, because He has
heard my voice and my supplication," he pours out his whole soul in this song,
but no one can analyze that love.
To have love for God is something altogether different and something far
weaker than to be able to say: "I love God."
You have love for your native land, you have love for the beauty and grandeur
of nature, you have love for the creations of art, from the sense of compassion
you have love for suffering humanity, you are conscious of love for what is
noble, true and of good report, and thus in all honesty almost every man can
say that he also has love for God, and that his love for God even exceeds
all other loves, since all good that inspires love is from God, and God Himself
is the highest good.
And yet while this love for God can be a lofty sentiment, can be deeply serious,
and can even be able to ignite a spark of enthusiasm, the soul may have no
fellowship with the Eternal, and have no knowledge of the secret walk with,
God; the great God may not have become his God, and the soul may
never have exclaimed in passionate delight: "I love God!"
Love for God, taken in general, is still largely love for the idea of God,
love for the Fountain of Life, for the Source of all good, for the Watcher
of Israel Who never slumbers, for the One Who, whatever changes, eternally
abides.
But when there echoes in the soul the words "I love God!" then the idea,
the sense and the reality of the Eternal Being becomes personified. Then God
becomes a Shepherd Who leads us, a Father Who spiritually begat us, a Covenant
God with Whom we are in league, a Friend Who offers us His friendship, a Lord
in Whose service we stand, the God of our confidence, Who is no longer merely
God but our God.
Thus for many years you may have had a general love for God and yet have
never come to know God.
This knowledge of God only comes when love for Him begins to take on a personal
character; when on the pathway of life for the first time you have met
Him; when the Lord has become a Personal Presence by the side of your own
self; when God and you have entered into a conscious, vital, personal, particular
relationship - He your Father, you His child.
Not merely one of His children, no, but His child in an individual
way, in a personal relation different from that of the other children of God,
the most intimate fellowship conceivable in heaven and on earth - He your
Father, your Shepherd, your bosom Friend and your God!
He who has not come to this, does not understand this. It goes too deep for
him. And yet if he is religiously inclined, when he hears others talk about
it, he senses that if he could attain unto such a love, his own love would
be more tender than now he feels it to be.
This tells him that as yet he misses something. It may awaken in him a longing
for it; a craving in him for that which would be so beautiful to possess.
And this craving can prepare the way for higher things. For when it comes
to a meeting with God, the action proceeds from both sides. God comes to him,
and he comes to God. First from afar, then ever closer, until at length all
distance falls away, and the meeting takes place a moment of such blessedness
as can never be expressed in words. Then, and only then, comes the "nearness."
For everything hinges on that nearness, on that feeling, "it is good for me
to be near unto God."
He also who has not entered into this secret, may say with others, "It is
good for me to be near unto God" (Psalm
73:28), but as yet he does not grasp it. He says it without thought. He
thinks it means a pious frame of mind, but feels no slightest burning of a
spark of this mystical, most intimate and personal love in his own heart.
Adoration, worship, prayer for grace are there, but no attachment yet of love.
To be "near" is to be so close to God that your eye sees, your heart is aware
of, and your ear hears him, and every cause of separation has been removed;
near in one of two ways: either that you feel yourself, as it were, drawn
up into heaven, or that God has come down from heaven to you, and seeks you
out in your loneliness, in that which constitutes your particular cross, or
in the joy that falls to your lot.
That word "near" implies that there is, Oh! so much that makes separation
between you and your God; so much that makes you stand alone, feel desolate
and forsaken, because either God is away from you or you are away from Him,
so that it leaves you no rest, and you can not endure it. Then everything
within you draws you to Him again, until that which made separation falls
away. And then there follows the meeting; then He is near you, and you know
once more that you are near Him.
Then there is blessedness again; blessedness that exceeds everything that
can be imagined. Then it is good, Oh! so, good - above all things else - to
be near again to your God.
But this blessedness may be tasted only at rare moments in this life.
And then there remains the blessedness in the life that is eternal, when
that nearness to your God shall continue forever... Eternally near Him in
the Fatherhouse.
Cruel is the way in which the world thwarts you in this.
To escape from the world in hermitage or cell was not the solution, but you
can understand what went on in the souls of those who, for the sake of unbroken
fellowship with God, took this course.
It might have been the solution, if those who went out from the world had
been able to leave the world behind. But we carry the world in our heart.
It goes with us, because no hermitage is so well fortified, and no retreat
in forests so distant, but Satan finds means to reach it.
Moreover, to shut oneself out from the world in order to be near unto God,
is to claim for oneself here on earth what can only be our portion in the
Fatherhouse. It is true that in seclusion one escapes a great deal. Much vanity
the eye no longer sees. But existence becomes abnormal. Life becomes narrow.
The "human" is reduced to small dimensions. There is no task; no more calling;
no more exertion of all one's powers. The conflict is avoided, and therefore
victory in the struggle tarries.
Nearness unto God here on earth yields its sweetest blessedness when it is
cultivated in the face of sin and the world, as an oasis in the wilderness
of life. And they against whom the world has turned most cruelly in order
to turn them away from God, have attained the highest and the best, when in
spite of every obstacle, and in the face of worldly opposition they have continued
to hold tryst with God: like Jacob at Penuel, Moses in Mount Horeb, David
when Shimei cursed him, and Paul when the people rose in uproar against him.
In the midst of the conflict to be near unto God is blessed, and also apart
from the conflict with the world, or sin, or Satan, when clouds gather over
your head, when adversity, loss and grief inflict wound upon wound in your
heart, when the fig tree does not blossom, and the vine will yield no fruit,
then with Habakkuk to rejoice in God, because His blessed nearness is enjoyed
more in sorrow than in gladness, this has been the lesson of history in all
times.
Not when in luxury and plenty David pleased himself, but when Saul persecuted
him unto the death, did he sing his sweetest song for God.
Yet the world continues to be cruel. Its cruelty may assume an ever finer
form, but in its refinement it becomes ever more painful.
In former times there were many things that reminded people of the sanctities
of life, which of themselves provoked thought of higher interests and called
eternity to mind.
All this is different now. In common life there is almost nothing that helps
to retain the memory in the soul of the high, the holy and the eternal. In
public life, every reflection of heaven is extinguished. No more days of fasting
and prayer are appointed. No one may speak any more of God. No memento
mori now reminds you of your death. Cemeteries are turned into parks.
Sacred things are held up to ridicule. In conversation and in writing the
dominant note is that heaven reaches no farther than the stars, that death
ends all, and that life without God thrives as well, if not better, than life
in the fear of the Lord.
And this discounting of God in public life throws itself as a stream between
your God and your God-fearing heart. Your faith is strained in the measure
in which you try, against the current of this stream, to hold yourself fast
by God.
Especially to our young people, and to our dear children, this modern cruelty
of the world is unspeakably dangerous.
But be of good courage.
God knows it, and in His eternal compassion He will come nearer, closer,
and more quickly to you and to your dear ones, in order that even amidst these
trying conditions of modern life you and they may be near unto Him. But then
there must be no peace by compromise, or more than ever will a vague love
for a far distant God desert you.
That which alone can save is taking part in that life of secret fellowship,
which enables you to say "I love God," and then you will not remain standing
afar off, but press on to ever closer nearness to God, in the personal meeting
of your soul with the Eternal.
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IMMANUEL
With many, nothing stands quite so much as an obstacle in the way of the
practice of intimate fellowship with God as the saying of Jesus to the Samaritan
woman at Sychar "God is a spirit, and: they that worship him must
worship him in spirit and in truth" (John
4:24).
In all our attempts to make representations of things, and no less in all
our processes of thought, we begin with what we can see, hear, smell or taste.
Our thought has no grip on that which is not material, and when we want to
talk about it, and try to picture it to ourselves, we have no way of doing
it except as we compare what is invisible with something that is seen.
We know that we have a soul, but no one has ever seen his own; and
even the question in which part of our person our soul dwells, can only be
answered approximately.
It is the same with the spirit-world and with the spirits of the departed.
Good as well as bad angels are bodiless. They have neither shape nor form
by which they can be recognized. Whether an angel needs space in order to
exist, no one knows. Whether in illness our sick-chamber can hold a thousand
angels or not, no one can tell. Only when in order to appear to us an angel
receives form is the difficulty lifted. As long as he is pure spirit without
form, he utterly escapes our observation.
And it is not otherwise with those who have fallen asleep in Jesus. The dead
exist until the return of the Lord in a purely spiritual state, in separation
from the body, and we can form no idea about the souls of the departed.
And we are troubled by this selfsame obstacle when we try to lift up our
heart unto God.
God also does not discover Himself to our visible eye. He is Invisible because
He is Spirit and the Father of spirits. And for this reason, in the way of
our ordinary knowledge and discovery, God is never found or met.
The touch of our soul with God takes place in a spiritual manner.
It takes place of itself in Immanuel.
What is it that makes us feel at once at home, when in foreign parts we unexpectedly
hear others speak our own language?
Is it not the sense that this language is common property with us and our
fellow-countrymen, a language by which we live, and by means of which we come
into closer touch with others than is possible in a foreign tongue?
We are similarly affected, only far more strongly by the company of animals.
Highly organized animals approach man at a high level of intelligence. In
the association of a shepherd or hunter with his dog or of a horseman with
his horse, it comes not infrequently to a very significant relation. And yet,
however close sometimes an animal may come to us, when we join company again
with a fellowman, at once another and a far richer world discloses itself
to us. He is flesh of our flesh, bone of our bone, a soul like our soul. This
creates fellowship and makes it more intimate.
This is especially marked when we come in touch with people who are of the
same mind and aim with us. There are groups among us, classes, professions
and a number of other distinctions. And if one desires to become acquainted
with us and to know us more closely, so that there is a mutual opening of
heart to heart, he must belong to the same group, to the same kind, and, as
it were, be embarked with us on the sea of life in the same boat.
And this is the significance of "Immanuel."
In the Babe of Bethlehem God Himself makes approach to us in our human nature,
in order in our language, through our world of thought and with the help of
our imagination, to make Himself felt in our human heart according to its
capacity.
In our nature: This means that it is not required of us that we
shall go out from our nature in order to find God by a purely spiritual existence.
No, God, our God, wills to bless us, and from His side makes the
transition which is spared us. Not that we go to Him but that He comes to
us. Not that we must lift ourselves up to Him but that He descends to us,
in order afterward to draw us up to Himself. He enters into our nature, takes
it upon Himself, and lies in the manger in the ordinary condition of our human
nature.
Here the distance between God and ourselves is taken away. The effort is
spared us of trying to grasp this by becoming purely spiritual. What we receive,
is human nature. What we hear, is human speech. What we observe, are human
actions. Through and behind all this, there plays and glistens an unknown
brightness, a mysterious loftiness, a transparent holiness, which now does
not repel us, but rather attracts and fascinates, because it approaches us
in our human nature.
So the human nature of Immanuel is not merely a screen to temper the too-dazzling
glories. No, it is the means and instrument to bring the Divine life
naturally and intimately close to our own heart.
It is as though the human nature in us identified itself with the
human nature in Jesus in order thus to bring God and our soul into immediate
contact one with the other.
We do not say that this by itself was necessary. It rather seems that the
fact that we are created after God's image supplies us with everything that
is indispensable to our fellowship with God.
But bear in mind that sin ruined this image of God.
And now in this weakened, undone estate only a gift of holy grace could fill
in the gap, and this has taken place in Immanuel, in the coming of our God
to us in the auxiliary garb of our human nature.
That this was necessary, even idolatry affirmed when it imaged the Lord of
heaven and earth after the likeness of a man; and therefore the Christian
religion could undo idolatry and paganism, since in Immanuel it alone presents
the true Image of God anew. Is it not true that only under Christ this intimate
fellowship with the living God has been brought about, which has so gloriously
expressed itself in psalm and hymnody?
Apart from Immanuel, there is merely a philosophy about God, denial of God,
or, at most, idolatry and cold deism.
In and through Immanuel alone there is a life in and with God, full of warmth,
uplift and animation.
In Immanuel God draws near to us in our own natural existence, and through
Immanuel our soul spiritually mounts up from this nature to the Father of
spirits.
In Immanuel is the passage, not the goal.
It begins with Jesus but it ends with the fact that the Father Himself makes
tabernacle with us, when also the day breaks on your soul of which Jesus said
"In that day I say not unto you that I will pray the Father for you, for the
Father himself loveth you." (John
16:26).
Then unfolds itself the rich activity of the Holy Ghost the Comforter, Who
could not come until after Jesus had been glorified.
Let there not be anything artificial, therefore, or conventional, in our
seeking after God. No intentional, premeditated, going out after Jesus with
our suppositions, in order thus to find fellowship with our God.
What Immanuel brings us is reconciliation, so that we dare draw
near again, and at the same time, the Divine in human nature, so that we can
draw near again. What we owe Him is the Word, the rich world of representations
and thoughts, the result of His work as our heritage, the supply of powers
of the Kingdom which inwardly renew us.
But with all this, it is always the personal touch, the actual fellowship
with our God that remains a hidden spiritual motion, so that inwardly we hear
His voice, and we can say with Job, "Now mine eye seeth thee." (Job
42:5).
This is fellowship with our God as man with man.
Jacob at Peniell! (See Genesis
32)